p/s: to understand better what happened, plz read "Dino's third miracle" in August.
This was taken 2 months ago, with Kiro, when both of them were still strong and healthy. Who would have expected them to fall sick after that....30 Aug 2007 , this was the long awaited day that I was so longed to come back home to see my beloved family and doggies after 2 long months of away from home.
I miss my sick dogs very much, i wished to come back and give them a good hug.
However, when I reached home at midnight after a long ride of bus from KL back Johor, there was no one to welcome me with his wagging tail. I looked around for Dino, I looked for him under the car, I looked for him in front of the door, where he would usually be at. There was no sign of him.
I asked Daddy, "where is my DINO?"
Daddy answered with cold expression on his face, "Dino is gone. He is no longer here."
"What? What do u mean by he is gone? Where he went? Where is he?" I didn't understand what daddy was trying to tell. I asked mum again, "Where is Dino?"
"Dino passed away last wednesday" mummy answered.
Oh damn! Nobody told me anything about Dino!!! Not even when I was in the car on the way back home after daddy fetched me from the bus station! Not even when I occasionally asked sister on the phone about Dino before I come back! They just lied to me! Until the day I back home!
If I were to know Dino was in bad condition, I will not wait until holiday to come back. I was always told that Dino is doing well.....
Tears just flooded my eyes and rushed down my face whenever I could not stop myself from having the thoughts that I actually missed the last glance of my Dino even before he can still stand, before his death, before he was buried. I hate for being studying at KL, I hate exam during weekend, that I did not manage to come back earlier. I hate to have missed his last day.
This time, no more miracle. Dino's power has used up. I knew good things neva persist forever. God has decided to take him.
He was gone, forever. He was not able to wait for me until the day I grad.
And so gone my 1st dog, my beloved little brother.
I think I'm fine, as long as I don't listen to the new song from Ella (from the 3-gals-band, S.H.E), which was dedicated for her dog who had also just passed away. That song makes me think of my Dino badly. It makes me sad again. I won't listen to it anymore.
Dino, may you rest in peace with Miyo.
I will neva forget u, my dear. U will owiz be in my heart.
Goodbye, my luv.
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